I'm pissed because marriage has ruined me as a person. I used to be a cynical, funny prick. Now I'm a cynical, guilt-addled prick. I have to second-guess everything I WANT to do based on if I CAN do it because I have so many family obligations that I simply don't have the time. I have no more hobbies or pursuits I enjoy, because the ones I did have my wife didn't like and the ones my wife wants me to do are goddamn retarded. The few times I do get to do what I want I get bitched at. I can't have a discussion with people to vent my frustration because my wife gets angry when I talk about our relationship to other people, gets angry when I type online, and gets angry when I talk to her. This isn't even the fun kind of pissed that I used to experience here; it's a frustrated pissed because I'm too goddamn stubborn to end my marriage even though I'm utterly miserable.
Fuck my life. If I weren't so egotistical I'd be suicidal.